Oh my gosh.Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh. I can't put my finger on it, on exactly what about this book socked me in the gut. I think the end of the last issue was harder to bear in a lot of ways. But this one... it just left me sad. That sadness when you know all the right decisions were made and there's still something important and impossible to get back that was lost in making them. This left me feeling empty, but also desperately wanting to get the final volume and read it.